YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING THEY CANNOT GIVE YOU. BUT I KNOW WHERE YOU CAN FIND IT...
What if you stopped looking for ‘how to be an artist’ and just became one.
Whatever that thing is that calls to you, what if you ran with it, became it, trusted it?
Gave up searching for the truth that everyone else approves and rested in the heat of your soul’s knowing.
They may not like you, understand you, approve of you.
But who are ‘they’?
Some construct in your mind.
That mysterious, elusive body of beings who make the rules you try so hard to live by.
I speak to you, as I have spoken to myself many times before.
There is so much space for being, just as you were designed to be.
I have to remind myself everyday.
Because if I don’t, suddenly, by an inch and then by a mile I’m off course, drifting, far from where I know I’m called to be.
Looking left and right, searching for the ‘way’, the process, to get me where I know I’m going.
And forgetting that I already KNOW.
This is the message I bring.
Over and over, in many ways, shapes and forms.
>> You already know the way.
You saw it in a dream once and now it’s time you wake up in it.
That which you are calling to calls back to you.
It’s eternal, immutable, extravagant expressive love.
This calling yearning purpose work.
What you would do if you would never get paid? - and yet you will, if you believe it’s possible.
Because there is no poverty in the plan.
No constant struggle for your art, your heart work, your destiny.
No that thing is richly blessed, you just don’t realise it yet.
But everything about your original design is abundant. Full, overwhelmingly good.
If you strip back the layers you’ll see.
Realise that the should's won’t take you there.
Only trust will take you there.
So lean in, lean in, lean in.
Stop playing with who you know you’re meant to be and simply BE.